Father. Dad. And AYAH!
When you want to give up but you can’t. Because the only way to survive is wake up and keep living. It’s hard but nothing much you can do. You just trap in your own jail. Escape is the impossible thing to do. Everyone is struggling. Really hard. You look at everything around you, looking for something that can help you, everything look so hard even breathing is hard. And you end up give up again. Hope? There is no more left. “This morning I wake up again. Shower. Get ready to start the day. Every day’s routine is same. My wife is sick. Half of her body is paralyze but she still can talk and walk. I know it’s hard for her to keep living. Went out to buy breakfast for her, then went out again for work. At noon, I came back home. Cook for my wife. Watch TV in the evening. Went out again, bought something for dinner. Take care of her whole day. At the end of the day, off to bed. I don’t sleep with my wife anymore. She is sick and she won’t switch on the fan, weather is hot here, so I